This is it. I’m done with this. I’ve reached Tape 9 (nine?!) and it will end here for the time being. I don’t know how long it will be until I post again. I’m not saying it’s the end, I’m not shutting the site down. I’m saying I don’t want to post for a while. Or maybe I’ll post sooner than expected, I’m having trouble sleeping right anyway, but don’t get you hopes up…I’m not.

Lately, I fell the need to write again. I haven’t written in 3 years, maybe it’ll be good again…if I don’t write to empty my mind, I go mad. But I don’t want to write. I’m not that optimistic anymore…what’s optimism good for? Absolutely nothing. Or at least not when you have nothing good around you.

So thank you to those who came here regularly and I apologize if this message gets you down, but it’s for the best. For all you, I got something at the bottom of the post…

VA – My World – Tape 9 – 2011

Tracklist:

238. Jemini The Gifted One – Funk Soul Sensation ( Godfather Don Remix)
239. CunninLynguists – Stars Shine Brightest (In The Darkest Of Night) (featuring Rick Warren)
240. Classified – Ups & Downs
241. Dr. Dre – Nothing But A G Thang (featuring Snoop Dogg)
242. Lupe Fiasco – Theme Music To A Drive By
243. InI – Fakin’ Jax (featuring Pete Rock) (9th Wonder Remix)
244. Atmosphere – Molly Cool
245. Jean Grae – Away With Me (with Blue Sky Black Death)
246. Gravediggaz – Diary Of A Madman
247. Pace Won and Mr. Green – Can You Hear Me?
248. Atmosphere – She’s Enough
249. Murs – Varsity Blues 2
250. Heltah Skeltah – Operation Lock Down
251. Boot Camp Clik – And So..
252. Atmosphere – The Last To Say
253. Reks – 25th Hour
254. K-Rino – Lifting The Veil
255. Large ProfessoR – ijuswannachill
256. Atmosphere – You Make Me Wanna
257. Beastie Boys – Make Some Noise
258. BK-One – American Nightmare (featuring Brother Ali and Scarface)
259. J-Live – The Way That I Rhyme (featuring Boog Brown)
260. Redman – Whateva Man (featuring Erick Sermon)
261. Atmosphere – By Your Side
262. Bonus Track: D-Sisive – Die In Amsterdam

Download:

My World – Tape 9

and a bonus track…for those who got this far.

nothing…

I love you you make me high
If you love me back I’ll never say goodbye
I love you ain’t no lie
If you love me back we could paint the sky
But we ain’t gotta get into it tonight
Walk away if you afraid to try
But tell me what you wanna do with your life
Buz on the day you die I’ll be on your side.

Are you kidding me?!? Ey, fuck you ref!

I smoked with a lot of college students
Most of ‘em, wasn’t graduating and they knew it
You know the weed slang? Yeah boy I speak it fluent
I light your college dorm with my entourage from Newark
Bigger they come, harder they fall
That goes for, knuckleheads, MC’s, pussy walls and all
I lit my first L before I started to crawl
I got my ass whupped when I had my first brawl
But things changed since I was twelve years old
I specialize in wrecking mics and area codes
Now, PPP the kinda niggaz that’ll bug witcha
Smoke bud witcha, later on stick a sluginya.

Tonight the blockbuster clash with the Heat begins. I call Celtics in 7. Let’s go C’s.

See we’re the ghost busters
Men in black lookin’ for the light who can trust us
We’re doin’ on a song you are thinking
We select you keep dancing and drinking.

No, I did not live a happy life and “easy” is also far from it.

You wonder what you do to make the world punish you
That’s when your sense of right and wrong start to come aloose.

The terrific trio that the Beastie Boys are have just released their eighth studio album this past week.I suggest you give it a listen, as all three MCs prove that they can still rock the mic at their 40+ age.

Yes, here we go again, give you more, nothing lesser
Back on the mic is the anti-depressor
Ad-Rock, no pressure, yes, we need this
The best is yet to come, and yes, believe this.

It’s sad being sad, really.

I’ve never seen the sun decide to set so abrupt
As it does when the gun inside of you wakes up
Almost as if it’s trying to hide from your tantrums
Head full of hurt, closet full of phantoms
Never seen the sun shine quite so loud
As it does when that little girl makes herself proud
Almost as if it wants to come play a part
In those moments when your heart ain’t afraid of the dark
But sometimes I swear you make the sun confused
It wants to rise but it over analyzes what to do
It cries more than you when the storms come knocken’
Tries to hide it’s face just to avoid watchin’
I would drive by and wave but there ain’t no parade
So I’ma stay and wait for the day the sun goes away.

I just want to chill.

About as deadly as a nine, hit a rock man kind
Like a landmine with the I’ll shit that I design
Professor, keeping sucker chump crews under pressure
Like this girl I know, but yo, I can’t stress her
Cause I’m cool like that, matter fact even cooler
Opposite of sun ruler, having nothing to do with Arula.

So now I know which one of you lied and how many actually remembered….but anyway, regarding Easter and all that religious bullshit, have a listen to this and maybe you’ll smarten up a little bit.

Now modern day idol worship rules the mainstream
Christianity and Christ teachings are not the same thing
When the ruler Constantine became a Christian
He made men combine religious principles with the ways of the pagans
Holidays like Easter were based on the phrase that,
“Jesus died and rose from the grave in three days”
But if he died on a Friday, it’s untrue
And rose on a Sunday ,then that would make it only two
They celebrate his birthday in December, called it immaculate
But if you read the scriptures, then that timeline’s inaccurate
See, shepherds don’t have their flocks out in the Winter
Which proves that the Christ was not born in December
See, if Jesus was 33 and a half when he was killed
And his murder took place after the Passover meal
Passover was in March or April, this is a fact
If he was 33 and one half years, let’s count back
See a half a year is six months subtract from where I told you
Six months from March or April is September or October
It’s over. For truth, many died and others bled
What did Jesus have to do with rabbits and cut up eggs?
See the pagans had a ritual when Spring time came around
And women painted their bodies and hid till they were found
And homosexual men hid too
And whoever found them can do any sex act they chose to
With Jesus’ name, lies were bred
That tradition was passed down and that’s the reason why you hide eggs
And if this is the true day then something’s unclear
Why does Easter fall on a different day every year?

This song’s about the 25th, but I’ve just started my 24th. Haha.

The 25th hour upon me, calmly walk the wire
Annihilate enemy ire any higher than I are in the sky
Or Heaven I require less than mediocre
I reawoken the deeper thoughts of sleepin prophets
Regardless of others offers I authentic dialect, I’m a vet.